This one is meant to be on the lighter side. In the beginning, we all face this situation :), its Okay, do a little bit at a time. Like 5 minutes a day for 40 days and then start another 40 day cycle. By the time you have done 2-3 cycles, you will organically go deeper into your practice. Or at least that has been my experience.
Magic is when something unexpected happens. sometimes we get stuck in a situation, where all ends appear to be closed. But if we trust our intuition or listen to our inner voice. suddenly all problems become solutions. Regular meditation can make our senses sharper. Keep Meditating